Over a year ago, I promised to keep a blog. It seemed like a simple promise at the time, because I kept a personal blog for over six years until 2008. You can see how that turned out (or I’ll save you the detective work and tell you it went really poorly.) I underestimated how much things have changed since then, especially how much I’ve changed in the past four years.
Last Fall, I made one of the best decisions of my life: to go back to school. I did a lot of soul searching during my time off from college. I worked long hours at multiple jobs and took some time to learn what I really wanted in the long term.
Today, I finished my first year back in school. I exited my first year with a 3.9 GPA, Dean’s List for Fall of 2011, and projected Dean’s List for Spring of 2012. I successfully worked roughly 30-40 hours a week as a manager at the local Pittsburgh bakery, Dozen Bake Shop. I honestly have no idea how I kept my sanity, but I’m happy I did it all.
This summer already feels different. The majority of my friends have completed their undergraduate degrees, and I couldn’t be more proud of them. I wish I could be a part of their excitement, but I also understand it’s my time to put in the hard work. Sometimes that means stepping out of your comfort zone for new opportunities.
I’ve resigned from my manager position at Dozen last week, and have been finishing my last few shifts. I’m sad to say goodbye to a job that I’ve grown so much from. It’s been almost two years since I accepted the Front of House position and a very different Amanda Carto is coming out of this bakery. Sure it sounds cliche and goofy, but I’ll miss the cupcakes, working Sunday brunch, and especially the people. Dozen is incredible lucky to have such a friendly, dedicated team, and it was a pleasure working with every one at both locations.
This week, I started two new jobs: a hostess position at Salt of the Earth, and an internship with the Girl Scouts Southwestern Pennsylvania. Sure, starting a new job kind of feels like being the new kid at school. However, in a weird way, I’m ready to be the new kid.
My life is changing too fast not to keep track of it. Also, at the risk of sounding completely full of myself, I’m doing some pretty amazing things, traveling to some pretty amazing places and hanging out with some pretty amazing people. So here’s to summer 2k12, and the all of the changes it’ll bring.

So as one year passes by and another one begins, what will 2012 bring? La fin du monde? Probably not (unless it’s the very tasty beverage,) but I hope it brings me a year closer to my degree and a little more wisdom.



